An Insight Into My Own Therapeutic Process

An Insight Into My Own Therapeutic Process

I’ve been doing therapy for probably over a decade now. I’ve always run my business and gotten my clients through referrals or from people that I met in person. I’ve always had a very, very steady flow.

My new desire is to bring somatic therapy to the masses.

The idea is to not just have it be a one-on-one experience or smaller groups of ten people, but to create a platform where I can reach thousands. 

I really like the idea of a virtual setup because I’m not bound to having a particular location or people having to come to me.

People can literally log on from anywhere in the world and have powerful experiences with somatic therapy that help improve their lives. 

When I sit down and think about it, it seems very straightforward. I can picture it in my head. 

I can see how it happens. I can see how it’s going to roll out. 

But the experience I’m having is a whole different one.

It’s like I’m going back to therapy all over again. 

It’s like I get to go back to therapy all over again. All the things that used to trigger me when I was just starting out are coming back up.

It is very interesting to me that all the ideas of, “Who am I to stand up in the world and claim that I have the tools to help people on a large scale?” 

“Who am I to carve out a position in the field as an expert?” 

“Who am I to think that what I do and the way I do it is actually the right way of doing it?” 

I’ve realized that there isn’t that much risk for me to do body-based therapy with one person, or a small group of people because they’re already into the therapy. 

They’re already into the ideas behind the practices. 

But as I put myself out there more, I’m feeling more at risk. It feels like somebody who is a clinical psychiatrist or a psychologist or a doctor or whatever might check me out… they may judge what I’m saying… and I get to stand by what I believe in and what I do. 

Point is, there’s a lot more exposure. It feels like I’m standing out at the edge of a cliff. 

I’ve had to go back into a series of sessions with my own therapist to figure out what was triggering me.

It’s being seen that’s triggering. It’s standing up in the world and showing myself. 

But then I realized something that changed my entire perspective. 

I realized if I don’t allow myself to be seen, I prevent a lot of people from healing. If I give in to my fear of being seen, I would prevent the healing that they could have with my work… 

That really helped me to look at my restrictions as a very selfish act.

When I meditated on that and tried to integrate it into what I do, I realized there is no other way than through. I need to let myself be seen. 

And then I’ll have devoted my life to supporting the human experience in the best way I know possible.

I do believe that what I know, who I am, and how I do it plays a very vital role in a lot of people’s lives. 

And that I’m just the vessel of teachings. 

These are not my teachings, these are not my theories. For the time being, I’m here and I am the vessel in which these teachings and somatic theories come out to more people.  

I am that person. I am the human who is doing this and people need to see me. 

Because my healing is your healing… your healing is my healing… and our healing is all healing. 

I’d love to support you.

It’s my mission to support you as a client.

Schedule a complimentary 30-minute consultation call. This is not a sales call. It’s a simple check-in to make sure we resonate with each other.

I’ll ask you some questions about what’s happening in your life and answer any questions you have about my work.

If it doesn’t feel like a good fit, I’ll let you know or you can let me know. There’s no pressure to work together.

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